shot himself on this day 80 years ago
Kindness to Horses
Hooves stomped,
Hooves stomped,
singing as they trod:
--Grip.
Grab.
Rob.
Grub.
Wind-fostered,
ice-shod,
the street skidded.
A horse toppled
Onto its side,
and immediately,
the loafers gathered,
as crowds of trousers assembled up close
on the Kuznetsky,
and laughter snickered and spluttered.
--“A horse tumbled!”
--“It tumbled -- that horse!”
The Kuznetsky cackled,
and only I
did not mix my voice with the hooting.
I came up
and looked straight into
the horse’s eye...
The street, up-turned,
continued moving.
I came up and saw
tears, -- huge and passionate,
rolling down her face,
vanishing in her coat...
and some kind of a universal,
animal anguish
spilled out of me
and continued to flow.
“Horse, no need for this!
Horse, listen,--
look at them, - do you think that you have it worse?
Child,
we are all, to some extent, horses,--
everyone here is a bit of a horse.”
Perhaps
she was old
and didn’t want to be nursed,
or maybe, she took in my speech with a scoff,
but
the horse
with a burst,
heaved to its feet,
and neighing,
walked off.
Wiggling its tail,
with its mane shining gold,
it returned to the stall,
happily gleaming,
and imagined once more
that it was a colt,
and work was worth doing
and life was worth living.
1918, trans Andrey Kneller


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